Forgiveness and the Freedom of Letting go

His ways...

For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways,”
declares the LORD.
“As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.


I've been thinking...wondering...waiting...

and I'm juggling this...a lot...

I've officially been back to work full time for almost a year now. Being able to stay home for 14 years, one settles in...a routine...a comfortable place...Very difficult to change, when this girl doesn't like any part of it...change.
Realizing how UNPREPARED Cody was for college has me scrambling, worrying, wondering...have I let him down? I see the same future for Jesse-Ray and this can not be.
Anytime I've mentioned homeschool, people snarl...as if you've cursed. I no longer care about the snarls and the whispers, I simply want the very best for my boys. Jesse-Ray has always DISLIKED school very much...not because he wasn't academically where he needed to be, he has a good memory, and has never had to study. This year*is*different. I don't know what the change is, but I totally see it. So, I'm trying to find a way to homeschool, while working full time. Is this possible? I need help, finding a way. I am also really thinking about going back to school to finish the PsyD I started twenty four years ago...since my creative mind is on hiatus somewhere in a foreign land...not sure when or IF it will return.

I'd like some thoughts on this homeschool subject...I was lead to this wonderful little spot. Visit Sasha over at Lemonade Makin Mama. I read way back in the archives, and there is so much helpful information. I love so much that she's able to share her heart like this also.
Have a happy day-